he's an idiot, don' listen to him

Well kiddos I'm back. This is officially my livejournal version 2.0. Now i know what youre thinking, o please god not another one of those cryptic mopey entries. well your in luck. i figure by now youre tired of reading that crap. and more importantly, im tired of writing it. i mean if i had wanted to tell everyone my problems i would have just said it in understandable english. but i dont, which is why i wrote it crypticly, because i didnt want you to know. so from now on, consider the middle man cut. you all come to the agreement that i hate myself and my life and that there's a wall seperating me from the world, preventing anyone from understanding why i hate myself and the world. and i'll come to the agreement of stop trying to secretly inform of aforementioned hatreds while obviously making it aparent you will never understand what the hell i am talking about. agreed? agreed. from now on this journal is dedicated to shit i want to rant about but since its really early/late i have noone to rant it to.

so here we go kiddos.

i think we all need to realize that we're in the same rut. no im not talking on the global scale yet, we'll get to that later on. and no, im not talking about certain people in particular. so if in reading this you think this is directed in anyway shape or form torwards you than please feel free to slap yourself. and please slap yourself hard. now get together with a group of your freinds, and than yes you can agree that collectively im talking about you, and then proceed to slap each other for the plain hell of it.

but like i was saying, we're all stuck in the same rut. look around you. everyone around you is a walking talking living failure in some way shape or form. everyone has their own shit load of troubles to deal with. fine, they may seem like insignificant problems to you, bu thell your not that person. you don't know what kind of shit that person can or cannot handle, so dont judge. everyone has their own shit to deal with, so suck it up and deal with it. you can spend all day moping about about the shit luck you have, what you do or do not have, and any or all problems you face. but what does that get you? didly squat.

life's not fair, and life is not nice. those are a given. and dont give me that happy trippy stuff about life being great, you just have to see it. no, no it's not. life is practically shit. but you do have to make it great. you cant see the shit for what it is or youll end up being destroyed by it. take a moment to look at the emptiness crap hole that is life. take a moment go ahead.

and than turn your back on it. sure people starve and people die, people lie cheat steal rape kill whatever you name it. and it happens to half who dont deserve it and to all that shouldnt deserve it. if you don't realize it now you will at some point. but you have to find some tiny, even if it has to be infintesimly small thing which can bring light to this shit world.

sure there may be something you desire in your life which could give you that light and for what ever reason you cant have it, but hell than your just trying to focus to hard. i want you to all find something, tiny small whatever in your life now that you can realize is good. and if your sitting there right now saying shit i have nothing my life sucks than your just looking at everything wrong. you just want to see the world that way, but dammit its not all that way. the world is not full of just greys ladies and gentleman. so for one second snap out of it and see the world for what it is. a shit filled world with littel thing floating by that can make this whole long twisted journey worthwhile. and find that one little thing you have at the moment. and just embrace it for once. even if in a minute youll lose it and never remember it again.

just please realize that we're all going through the same shit. and that you problems are no greater and no lesser than anyone else's. and realize that and that you just have to grin and bear it and take it and just live and survive and find that one little light of hope.

and now for the global rut. no second thought i want to talk about this countries rut. this country is going down the tank fast. democrats, stop your cheering right the fuck now or i will seriously stab you. im not saying this is george bush's fault or the republicans fault. goddamn wake up and smell the coffee this shit is just as much your fault as it is anyone else's. and hell right now its probably slightly more. and thats because every single fucking democrat has some goddamn self righteous attitude about themselves that their the best and that everything scum right now is republican. dont you realize that the whole political system, liberals, conservatives, green party, communists all of you are one big messed up joke. democracy is a joke. you really think anyone gives two shits what you think, what i think? no. they dont.

the whole system is screwed up. and no bill clinton wasnt that great and no george bush isnt that horrible. both sides need to stop having this elitist issue, boths ides need to start working together. people need to stop choosing a side and start caring about our country. everyone who says they want to move to canada i say go. get the fuck out. i mean honestly. all you do is bitch day and night about shit you know hardly anything about and would do absolutely do nothing to fix. christ if your not gonna try and fix the problem than shut the fuck up.

people dont have a sense of a country right now. i say move to canada, move to england move to france and at least learn what its like to support your government no matter what. and than move to someplace like iran where you get shit and live in terror of that goverment. maybe than you would wake up to everything. i mean were the weakest big nation there is. becasue noone in the country supports the country. they only stand for their fucking selves. for the fucking democrats or the fucking republicans. goddamn your both tearing this world and country apart.

i guarantee you right now that if world war IV were to break out tommorow, wed all be fucked. everyone in the country would rise up in some sort of goddamn protest and the first casualty of the war people would be crying over the bloodshed. o god stop the madness. i mean honestly, who signs up for the army and doesnt know that they could very well die? hell i would join the military, but am i scared to die? hell yes. so i dont. but if their was a draft for any war or anything you bet your ass i wouldnt deny it. i mean goddamit to fight for soemthing greater than ourselves, greater than anything youll ever accomplish in your life. you should all be ashamed of yourselves.

and seriously what the hell is this shit about supporting the troops and not the war? smack yourself once for the oxymoron and smack yourself twice for being a moron. what the hell do you think the soldiers are doing? o yeah fighting the fucking war. you cant like the players and hate the game. because the players are the fucking game you idiots.

you dont have to like or agree with the man behind the wheel, but at least get behind it, at least support it. i mean hell, hes just one man, one part of a whole system of lies and corruption. and no your side is not beter than the other. no side is, the sooner you start realising this the better. i mean were fucked if you dont start beleivng in this country.

you all make me so angry i could just punch myself. or better yet just punch you.

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